Friday, January 25, 2013


i'm at the office (internship) trying to work. it's so cold i can't focus on fashion magazines and blogs (← what i should be doing) so here's something i mananged to focus on:

i'm actually a really good employee usually.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013


found a pair of shoes i need to gain true happiness. soon, babies, you'll be mine.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013


two ug-parties the same day a few weekends from now. "what's a boy to do".
i've been doing nothing really. hangin, drinking, playing portal 2, watching bad films and _loads_ of frasier, half-assedly looking for a new job so i can at least say i'm trying.

i wish i wanted to do something so i could at least try to get into some school and fail and try again ten times like normal people, but nothing interests me so i guess it'll just be another year of dead end jobs and too much intoxication. ugh this lazy unambitious self. right now i feel like a meth addiction would be dandy.

here's a random picture i found on my computer of this one awesome skirt i own. it's by one of the coolest kids around, emily karlsson/emilyk, and i strongly recommend you check her store out.

one day i'll start taking proper outfit pictures.

here's a picture of my face.

Monday, January 14, 2013

✰✰ AQUArium NAILS ✰✰

long nails disgust me beyond reason. i personally can't function if my nails are even a bit longer than my finger, and if someone else with long nails touches me i gag, no kidding. HOWEVER. i just stumbled upon something called aquarium nails. they're just too cool. i need them.

all videos showcasing them are super silly but omg omg omg OMG NGHHHH HOW BLOODY COOL IS THAT??

i don't even

other than that i just bought groceries for a week for 30€ shiiit. + been listening to karri koira lol wth srsly I'M SUCH A HIPSTER xdxdxdxddd no seriously hurlllll allover ew me

Sunday, January 13, 2013

☩ ☨ ☦ ✞ _SO_ 2010 ✞ ☦ ☨ ☩

ne1 wanna go w me?
it'll probably suck or whatever, at least it's not roska.
i'm moving to greece. alex always tells me about all kinds of åsm parties he goes to, and i don't mean the kind of parties aka "raves" we have in helsinki, the kind where you pay 20 euros to enter some basic club where you know everyone and end up sipping over priced beer in a corner, listening to whatever shitty post-dubstep/dub-hop/shoestep/#dubpunk and wishing you'd stayed home watching hell's kitchen.
i'm fed up with this city.

shiiit i should already be on my way to see nipa. gotta fix my make up and stuff.

ps i adore this picture.


Saturday, January 12, 2013


nelli and i are drinking and trying to figure out what to do 2nite. so many parties, so hard to be popular ugh.


Friday, January 11, 2013


i'm sick, broke and trying to prevent myself from becoming a complete alcoholic and ilamri is busy and important. so, i've been robbed all my favorite things to do (shopping, drinking, sex and generally drooling in ilmari's lap). my life is so hardddd ヽ(´□`。)ノ i've spent my time f5ing tumblr and trying to cook and am about to watch supersize vs. superskinny (♡). found something i actually liked on tumblr, tho.

katie eary men s/s13



fish are awesome.

lipstick smeared all over my face. my mind is all foggy. it's like i'd constantly be getting down from a high ugh.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

☯ #yolo ☯

☯☯☯☯ hiii ☯☯☯☯

my computer ended up dying. i'm desperately awaiting it's replacement. money can buy love.

yesterday nelli and i went to ikea. we ended up stuck there for four hours, spent the time wisely by drooling and almost falling asleep on the beds and pretending to be dinosaurs in the restaurant. the only thing we went to buy was our third clotheshorse, should've bought two. the amount of clothes we have combined isn't even funny or cool, it's horrendous.
then i went for a beer with my new friend walter, we met whilst intoxicated before christmas and decided to be friends forever. one beer at siltanen turned into a bottle of vodka at my place and then another beer at siltanen. naturally i had work today at nine in the morningughIMSUCHAN __I D I O T__ (╯︵╰,)

our new salad bowl. not that it'll ever see salad. just punch and crisps, likely.

here's something rad. j'adore 4ever

god i can't wait to go home and NAP.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013


ugh my darling macbook is in a coma. not sure if it'll live or die. hard times.

nye came and went. my roommate nelli, my friend axel and i threw a party together at axel's penthouse a few blocks from nelli's and my home. at some point it went pretty project x, crazy amount of shitfaced strangers and a few friends (i'm guessing it peaked around 70 people on way less square meters), too. i'm a tad partied out, i'm clearly getting old and loserish. ew. but i just can't handle drinking four times a week anymore, last spring four times a week was an achievement because i managed not to drink seven days a week. employment changes one lol (currently at work although it wasn't supposed to start before next week. i'm such a loser).

also. i swear to become more thrifty and use my money more wisely in the future. so, no eating out several times a week, no #yolo-thursdays for a while, no designer shoes, no "ugh my new designer shoes will get ruined in this weather but i still want to wear them"-cab rides. you know, there's this one coat that i'm dying to have, it's a blue woollen coat with darker blue and silver glitter thread and i'm going to deny myself it. i have no memory of denying myself anything in years or like, ever. so godspeed, moi.

here's a picture tea took of me. it looks like instagram came all over it, but apparently it was necessary to make me visible.