Sunday, February 24, 2013


on friday sonia, marie, ilmari and myself drank vodka at my place before going to roska. the few hazy memories i have are fun and pleasant ones, fortunately.
yesterday i had work in what i thought was vantaa but ended up being espoo? idgi. i did take the bus through vantaa tho. oh god. i was just going to go home and eat mashed potatoes since i my shift ended at 11pm and it took almost an hour to get home, but ended up in mascot and then dom after all.

i dyed my hair a reddish brown which was ok but got fed up with it after three days and dyed it a dark brown, which, of course, actually became black.

so, i'm just a pile of goth.

if you haven't heard this yet, you should listen to it.

i'm off to have a few beers with johannes now. :*

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Sunday, February 10, 2013


i've had a pleasant weekend. on friday i went to marie's bday party and yesterday i went to häxxxan which didn't suck and make me want to hurl as much as i had expected, so yay. i've made new friends and spoken shitty japanese and tried new hairdos and makeup. today i've been watching the awkward marathon and not done any cleaning because fuck that.

naåmi del rey lol.
i'm off to meet ilmari now.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013


i actually got up at 5am today to make it to this murder morning shift at 6am. UGH. luckily work's been pleasant and morning shifts have many perks such as getting off work at 2pm instead of midnight. however, i'm exhausted and look gross so no fresh camwhorage for you. i'm awaiting three pairs of shoes and tons of great clothes so i'm excited and might even post an outfit picture or two in the future! rock'n'roll4evah!

as for now i'm just really eager to glue confetti and glitter to my face. good thing i've got a fitting theme party coming up.

so long, here's a darling picture of a lamb;

(found it on tumblr, your search by image is as good as mine)


Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed?
i've got sliding doors

Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?
i like to stay at hostels rather than hotels but i can see myself doing this

Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room?

Where is your next vacation?
copenhagen maybe

Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

Who do you think reads these?
me and my stalkers

Do you have a calendar in your room?

Where are you?

What’s your plan for the day?
watch some something that's not twin peaks (about to od on it)

Are you reading any books right now?
flowers in the attic and dead leaves

Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

Have you ever peed in the woods?

Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing?

Do you chew your pens and pencils?

What is your “Song of the Week”?
tuuttimörkö - kantaa ottava kappale ♥

Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
hell naw

Do you still watch cartoons?

Whats your favorite love movie?
mean girls and love actually and stuff

What do you drink with dinner?

What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in?
anything available

What is your favorite food/cuisine?
potatoes, especially mashed. nelli just laughed and me and said it's the uncoolest favorite food ever but i just fucking love potatoes

What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
mean girls, home alone, the rocky horror picture show etc. there are so many, one of my projects right now is actually to try to watch films that i haven't seen before

Last person you hugged/kissed?

Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
yes, but i'd have to get a bit fitter

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
can't remember

Best thing to eat for breakfast?
i'm often nauseous and don't want to eat in the morning, but i do love breakfast-type foods

What is your usual bedtime?
lately around 4am

Are you lazy?
on my free time, yes

Are you stubborn?
yes, but reasonable too

Afraid of heights?
a bit

Sing in the car?

Dance in the shower?

Do you think musicals are cheesy?
some, but i really love musicals

Is Christmas stressful?
nowadays unfortunately

Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
secret agent and a wife

Do you believe in ghosts?

What do you wear to bed?
i sleep naked

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
hell naw

Can you curl your tongue?

Ever had plastic surgery?
not yet, but once i'm rich i will

Which are better black or green olives?
i prefer black

Can you knit or crochet?
i'm terrible

Do you want to get married?

ok imma lan now xoxo