Sunday, October 27, 2013


u know, i really want to be famous so everyone will want to interview me #lifegoals yo
bcuz i'm only posting so i can fill out this survey. again. i deleted all the hyperboring questions

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
nay, just because i was such a stupid runt when i was 18. if i dated some dope 18-year-old i'd just feel like a failure and if they weren't dope i wouldn't do it anyway

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
like always lel

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
i do. every day. hundreds of times

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
i've only listened to sunday by sonic youth (♥♥ btw) and it doesn't remind me of anyone but myself

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
mesh skirt, big pastel colored knit, choker, lingerie(!)

8. How often do you listen to music?
every two days or so

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
idk. neither? jeans i guess

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
well surely not antisocial lol. but no, i'm very social

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘B’?

13. What about ‘S’?

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
no :((((((((

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
yes :(((((((

16. Are you going out of town soon?
i sure hope so. if unif would stop taking all my money

17. When was the last time you cried?

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
yes! a hundred thousand times yes! i'd change them light pink or super blue or black

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
no. i doubt there's anyone i'd do absolutely everything for, like i want to stay away from all genocide and torture and rape

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
slight headache

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
not if it's random guys, no. ew.

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

24. What are you sitting on right now?

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
ya like everyone

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
alice glass when i was 16 :(

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

30. Does anyone hate you?
doubt it

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
my tongue just so happens to be pierced, but i'm going to take it out some day when i'm not as lazy as usually

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
fffff. that one really shitty year when i'm middle aged and divorce and my kids hate me and i'm considering selling a kidney to get a face lift and a louis vuitton wallet to match my h&m gear lol

35. Did you have a dream last night?
cnt remember

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
idk maybe tho

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
twas alright

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
yes lol liars

44. What’s the best part about school?

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
i do

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
no, fortunately

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

52. Are you nice to everyone?
i try to, but if they're not nice to me i probably don't have the energy or capacity to be nice to them

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
no! i'm so bad

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
couldn't care less, boys and girls and everything outside and in between

65. Are your toenails painted pink?
no. i hate touching my toenails so painting them is awful

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
haha what?? why would i want someone to be sad and cry? unless they've been really depressed and haven't even been able to cry then sure but it still wouldn't be like my favorite thing

70. How do you look right now?

l8r make and laura are coming over to play some cosmic encounter.
yesterday i didn't do anything, we got up at like 5pm and ate tons and watched the first harry potter film and then played some mr. jack.
on friday antonia (=my new girlcrush), aino (=4evs girlcrush), ilmari (=waifu) and moi went to roska. i really don't remember almost anything... what i do remember was fun tho!

here's a stupid pic of me looking old and tired and sad wearing unif's clarity bustier.


Friday, October 18, 2013


in two hours i've got my last shift of a 8-day murder work streak. i think i've developed stockholm syndrome, because it's like i don't even care lol.

here are some outfit pix of varying quality (outfits, pictures are all the same awful quality as always) and age.

(extremely difficult to put on) top: gina tricot
skirt: emilyk
shoes: y.r.u
jacket: ilmari's

this outfit is so bad but i didn't have anything clean and the cat clutch is so brill it still needs to be posted.

coat: gina tricot
skirt: weekday

since i've only been going to work, i've only been wearing my most comfortable shoes. i might sell some of my mega heels to buy more basic platforms in different colors because clearly i use them more than any other shoes.

everything else i've been doing.

my heart is yearning for spyro 3 while waiting for kingdom hearts 2.5. fortunately next week all my favorite shows (carrie diaries, awkward, pretty little liars halloween special and ravenswood premier) are returning to serve as distraction. i'm somewhat exited for the new american horror story because of the aesthetics and interesting moral questions it arises and jessica lange's character, but i'm so over all stupid gore, wasn't asylum enough?

gotta stuff my face with make up and shop for some pu bustiers before work.
toodles ma poodles.