BLCK SWAN WHITE SWAN HUMAN BEING ÆÆÆÆÆÆÆ

so bc i was a complete class cutting slacker not giving a damn about my education during high school i wasn't accepted to the hair dressing studies (which are meant for 15-year-olds, btw). luckily, the school's site now says they've got some open spots at the make up-artist department so i was like ok, i'll try.

i got an assignment i'm supposed to have ready by next monday, which i theory isn't a big deal at all, but the assignment is completely retarded. i'm supposed to analyse that nina-chick in black swan, plan an outfit, hairdo and make up for her (which i'll then have to draw, and i can't draw to save my sorry ass, but that's all fine and dandy and only my own fault) and then do a close up of her face to show the make up more closely. the instructions have this short synopsis taken from a longer article on the film and a link to the original article but it doesn't say if i'm supposed to do this thing just based on the synopsis or on the article or the film or what. THIS IS JUST BATSHIT FUCKING INSANELY DUMB, LEARN TO WRITE INSTRUCTIONS. i think i'll just do fucking fifty different versions based on different interpretations of the assignment, it's not like i don't have the time. it's just annoyinggg.

anyway. hospital-sterile pic for yall (i'm blonde. again............ and i'm actually laying, playing dead and hipsterish stuff like that):

yesterday melinda came to helsinki. we went to my place, drank shitloads of sparkling wine, ate spagetti with pesto and smoked. oh right, and talked too. she so rad ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡