Monday, December 17, 2012


there's this online game called miss bimbo i've been playing for many years. i've played poupée girl before and i was somewhat intrigued by when it first launched, but miss bimbo is the only one i've been interested in for this long. i constantly get laughed at for being addicted to it, but it's awesome so whatevs. it's mainly about dressing up your bimbo, which is kind of like a tamagochi or something, and dueling against other bimbos, and what pisses me off is i lose quite often to honestly just really bad and ugly outfits. so, since people on miss bimbo have no taste i'll post some of my favorite looks, by me, here.

i appear to be very fond of that one black pair of heels. the ones holding guns are naturally spies. stylish spies.

☥ ☥ ☥ ☥ ☥ ☥ ☥ ☥ ☥ ☥ ☥

here's a picture nelli took of isabel and myself being drunk. isabel looks like an angel supermodel (as usual) and i look like a weird hamster (as usual).

Thursday, December 13, 2012


i've played so much sims 3 tonight. oh god. here's a past year meme.

1. What did you do in 2012 that you'd never done before?
walk in heels

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don't recall making any and even if i did i highly doubt i kept them

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?

5. What countries did you visit?
just finland........... ugh

6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2012?

7. What dates from 2012 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
beating depression

9. What was your biggest failure?
not getting the body of a supermodel

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
all sorts of illness, not so much injury

11. What was the best thing you bought?
bunny lamp, new bag, dalmatian fur

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
my baby brother and ilmari

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
my own at occasions. don't feel like pointing fingers at anyone else in public

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes and cigarettes

15. What were you really, really, really excited about?
sparks gig

16. What song will always remind you of 2012?
many shitty mainstream club hits

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

a) Happier or sadder?

b) Bigger or smaller?
not sure, actually

c) Richer or poorer?

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
getting shitfaced because of boredom

20. How did you spend Christmas?
going to three different dinners

21. How many one-night stands?
one. or none, if the one doesn't count since i've been dating said one-night stand for a good while now

22. Did you fall in love in 2012?

23. What was your favourite TV programme?
don't trust the bitch in apartment 23 or something. sitcoms in general, i've been watching weeks worth of sitcoms this year

24. How will you see in the New Year?
my roommate nelli and i are hosting a party

25. Do you hate / dislike anyone now that you didn't hate / dislike this time last year?
dislike, unfortunately

26. What was the best book you read?

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
i think grimes is the only actual musical discovery i've made

28. What did you want and get?
buffalo boots, finally

29. What did you want and not get?
trip to tokyo

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
i loved cosmopolis. also, real steel.

31. What did you do on your birthday?
i held a three day celebration which culminated in a house party with myself as the theme

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
not being super depressed

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2012?
a tall slutty alien house wife?

34. What kept you sane?
shopping, a couple of lovely friends, ilmari

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
krysten ritter

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
i'm too lazy and nihilistic to get stirred since it's not like i'll do anything to make things better. pekka haavisto not becoming president made me quite sad, tho

37. Who did you miss?
friends who've moved abroad

38. Who was the best new person you met?

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012
to get over myself and not think people can't manage without my help and guidance

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
as lame as it sounds, something about overcoming all kinds of obstacles

41. What was your favourite moment of the year?
oh c'monnnnnn

42. What was your least favourite moment of the year?
all kinds of stupid things done when too drunk

43. Where were you when 2012 began?
a house party in an apartment where a bunch of my friends live (what a lousy sentence, my apologies)

44. Who were you with?
my friends

45. Where will you be when 2012 ends?

46. Who will you be with when 2012 ends?
my friends

47. What was your favourite month of 2012?
april and may were super rough but very exciting too. also, the past few months have been very balanced and pleasant and i've felt super happy

48. Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2012?

49. Did you do a lot of drugs in 2012?
no, but more than before

50. How many people did you sleep with in 2012?

51. Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?

52. What was the worst lie someone told you in 2012?
i can't think of anyone lying to me that i know of, at least

53. Did you treat somebody badly in 2012?
yes, i'm still very ashamed

54. Did somebody treat you badly in 2012?
yes, but not like hc badly

56. How much money did you spend in 2012?
i don't want to think about it. lots

57. If you could go back in time to any moment of 2012 and change what?
i could've spared myself and others a lot of hurt with being blatantly honest

58. What are your plans for 2013?
studying if i come up with something pleasant, sydän, sydän gig

break from sims camwhorage

i should sleep. i'll do that now. xoxo

//edit. looks like i'd have huge tits. i don't, i'm a plank with a big butt.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012


ilmari and i decided to switch hair colors, so i went from pink to a light kinda sea minty something green and he's going pink again.

shitty make up i applied 666 hours ago + carb od bloat.

i've bought a ton of awesome clothes, i'll show you one day.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012


i got myself a white christmas tree. i've wanted one since forever and now that i finally live in my own apartment that i don't hate like the previous two years i figured it's time, so yay. i decided to decorate it with nothing but white stuff and birds.

i went to buy a scarf for ilmari (that boy just can't get up in the mornings) in the morning when they released the maison martin margiela x h&m-collection, which just so happened to be the only thing we didn't get in finland. but i didn't have work until an hour later so i figured i'd buy at least something. i was holding the last silver candy wrapper bag, but then i was like ugh no, everyone else has it too. but today i went to h&m when i was strolling around with tea and everything was on sale so i got myself the one necklace i'd been eyeing for a while since it was on hc sale.

it's the wrong box tho lol.

and idk, here's a boring outfit picture i took last week at work. i made a pink harness belt which i'll showcase to you one day when it's not at ilmari's.

why am i so unphotogenic when i'm actually quite ok looking 。:゚(。ノω\。)゚・。

also, sorry for the horrible english and sentence constructions, my brain's all mushy from watching so much mtv all the time (sneaky of me to blame it on tv).

now i'm off to mascot to see a gig of some dude i briefly know and aino knows well because she knows everyone. and drink cider. 14 hours of work tomorrow.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012


my circadian rhythm is a mess. it's bloody four in the morning and i couldn't feel less tired. as a result i was browsing the net and of course nasty gal had some mayhem hyper ultra sale. so i bought myself a pair of jeffrey campbell night walks. i've never even spared them a single lust-filled thought. oh well.

cya in a couple of weeks then, i guess.

Sunday, November 25, 2012


this is going to be e really messy, unstructured entry that'll interest nobody unless they're really hc stalkers of mine; i'm ridiculously tired, went to sleep at nine in the morning today and at around five or six on thursday, too. i had work today at 5 pm, almost cried at six in the morning when i remembered it. lol. but it was very bearable and quite pleasant, even. met this super stoned guy on the bus stop when i got off work today. talked about american horror story and breaking bad and other things on the bus ride to kamppi. he was nice. i just came straight home, i was so tired.

although i've lost money and sleep and surely gained weight from all the booze and lost braincells from all the poppers i've had fun. except yesterday at roska when both melinda and i experienced a bret easton ellis-level of existential crisis because roska was being as shitty as it is at its shittiest. i don't know what exactly it is. maybe it was the couple both sporting shiny new black creepers and especially the guy looking exactly like i did when i was 17 in every other way too making out next to us, maybe it was the fact that we expected a different kind of playlist (it did beat the regular 2010 wnb ug shit they usually play there tho, by far), maybe it was the fact that there was rice all over the floor. it's so easy to get lost in what you despise yet embrace just to be able to cope, but it's always breaking when you're briefly reminded of your fake existence and how you actually hate everyone and everything. i can't explain it although maybe it's blatantly obvious what i'm trying to say, but it's the way glamorama makes me feel (my favorite book ever btw). (SPEAKING OF GLAMORAMA! ON THURSDAY I TOTES MET THIS GUY WHO LOOKED _EXACTLY_ LIKE BRET EASTON ELLIS. except a bit better. he was soo nice, too. i'm not sure how i should feel about the fact that it's usually the easiest for me to relate to stylish, foreign men nearing their thirties. that sentence sounds wrong, it sounds like i'm proud of it and bragging about being mature or whatever, it's not what i'm trying to say. maybe somebody gets what i'm trying to say) but anyway, we left roska pretty much as soon as we got there. we sniffed more poppers and went to dom. it was blissful because nobody tried to be anything. ran into some friends. went to an afterparty at this french johnny depp-clone guy aino and i met on thursday and who i ran into in the grocery store yesterday when the bars had closed.

i took this lovely picture:

tomorrow i'm going to the "opening of aleksanterinkatu christmas street" (to be exact) with ilmari because you'd have to be voldemort not to love christmas lights.   

Monday, November 19, 2012


my life's been all "no work and all play" lately. while it's been fun it's really been bad because i received my paycheck today which was an incredible 53 euros for two weeks... meh. there's just no shifts available. so, i've been looking for a permanent job and tomorrow i'm having an interview which i expect is going to go well. unless they hate my pink hair.
 as for parties, on friday i went to aino's place and played the "my penis my vagina" drinking game, which is a blast. then we met up with ilmari around 00 when he got off work and then ilmari and i broke our promise of never going to roska again and the three of us went to roska and it was fun and not shitty and intolerable at all.
 on saturday thomas came to pick ilmari and me up with a car and we went to iso omena (a mall in espoo). it was surreal and awesome (going by car to a suburban mall on a saturday is surreal and awesome in my books), so many children and people actually staring at you because of how you look. people rarely pay attention to my looks in helsinki, unless they want to take pictures for some fashion blog which is a frequent event in my life, but nobody else. except for this one guy who wanted to take a picture of me on thursday at work.
 anyway, on saturday there was a dress-themed party so nipa came to chill at my place and ilmari and thomas joined later. ilmari made a much prettier girl than me and it actually pissed me off a bit lol. it was super fun until we went to the actual party, i got too shitfaced and i guess everyone were in a pretty lame mood anyway.

yesterday i whined for ilmari to take me to see the new twilight film. so he did. it was super entertaining, as usual, but parts of it were so tacky i just couldn't believe them. like bella's orgasm hahah oh god. + that ending. ew. anyway, dakota fanning's character is so cool although the make up artist did a terrible job with her. but still, so so so cool.

i've been trying to camwhore a lot lately because i've been satisfied with my appearance but i just end up looking ugly, deformed and lame in all pictures ;_;

here are a few of the less fugly pictures (in chronological order, too!);

(no, my lip make up didn't look that shitty, it was an awesome 3d make up, actually, but photobooth just decided to fuck my public image. but i like my cleavage in this picture)


Wednesday, November 7, 2012


ugh i've been standing in heels for 11 hours today. it was an important day at my internship place, we've received all the s/s 13 collections and all kinds of fashion people (mainly stylists, journalists and a few more famous bloggers) have been coming by the showroom all day to have a look. it was a blast, i really enjoyed it. i could talk about clothes, drink sparkling wine, mingle and eat delicious food every day for the rest of my life.

after i left i went to pick up a package although my feet were killing me because it contained this and i just couldn't bear to be apart from it:

my desperately awaited _lovely_ _perfect_ _awesome_ bunny lamp!! it's so pretty, i'm so very much in love with it ♡♡♡♡♡

no picture of my face today, though. i'm so very, very sorry :(

Sunday, November 4, 2012


yesterday i went to mama with nipa to celebrate her birthday. thomas joined us a bit later and then ilmari joined even later (ps my hair is pink atm and his is light blue). it was a blast, which is rare nowadays. i was going to dress as tentacle porn, but then i didn't find a big enough octopus plush that it would've had a point so i just wore my schoolgirl costume.

anyway. i have this terrible habit of making a big deal out of disliking stuff i know nothing about. naturally, once in a while this puts me in an awkward situation when by some queer freak of fate i end up having to listen to a band or see a film i've been dissing and then realizing it's actually superb. newest addition to the list: grimes. well, actually i gave her music a try a while back but i was seriously put off by the video to "vanessa" in addition to not finding the song anything special. i'm still not crazy about all her stuff but some songs are really fantastic, like "genesis" (in case someone isn't familiar with grimes already, which i highly doubt);


+ that pink hair. which you can hardly tell is pink from this picture.

Monday, October 22, 2012


i was superbored today so i did some camwhoring. got my new celeste stein-tights too (so passé, i deserve a spanking). they're so bloody horrible from every direction except from the front. i'm so disappointed, they're only suited for camwhoring for tumblr. ugh.

our upstairs neighbours are so weird. they guy has a weird villain-like laugh and they practised shitty barbershop for at least five hours today. then they sang total eclipse of the heart. which i used to love but now reminds me of last friday when melinda and i went to a karaoke bar for like five minutes and my wallet got stolen during that song.


i got my nipple re-pierced. so i'm posting old pictures of my nape piercing because that's just how i roll. ps. hey, i've totally lost weight since these were taken! alright!

Sunday, October 14, 2012


this popped up on my dashboard on tumblr so i decided to get my nipple pierced again just to be able to wear that piece of jewelry. also, nipple-jealousy!

speaking of jewelry, i bought a necklace.

it's so shiny ★3★
please forgive my overly enthusiastic and lively facial expressions.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012


i bloody need this dress:

i'm going to work like a little slave and buy it at the end of the month.

Friday, September 28, 2012


i ordered an ouija-print shirt ages ago, i've been really worried it got lost somewhere on the way but finally it arrived!!! bliss!

i really tried to get it to show properly but my room has shitty lighting and everything in the universe just worked against me so i'm mainly showcasing my face rather than the shirt. again.

Saturday, September 22, 2012

BOOMBOX selected

since i can't be bothered to get anything constructive done before work, like cleaning for example, i'm going to post a few of my favorite pictures from a set by steven cheshire. i've been madly in love with these pictures ever since i first saw them in like 2008 and posted them on my livejournal and everywhere on several occasions but i just can't get enough of them. while polaroids are completely over, my love for this set is eternal.

the last one is especially close to my heart.

taken from his flickr.