Monday, December 17, 2012


there's this online game called miss bimbo i've been playing for many years. i've played poupée girl before and i was somewhat intrigued by when it first launched, but miss bimbo is the only one i've been interested in for this long. i constantly get laughed at for being addicted to it, but it's awesome so whatevs. it's mainly about dressing up your bimbo, which is kind of like a tamagochi or something, and dueling against other bimbos, and what pisses me off is i lose quite often to honestly just really bad and ugly outfits. so, since people on miss bimbo have no taste i'll post some of my favorite looks, by me, here.

i appear to be very fond of that one black pair of heels. the ones holding guns are naturally spies. stylish spies.

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here's a picture nelli took of isabel and myself being drunk. isabel looks like an angel supermodel (as usual) and i look like a weird hamster (as usual).

Thursday, December 13, 2012


i've played so much sims 3 tonight. oh god. here's a past year meme.

1. What did you do in 2012 that you'd never done before?
walk in heels

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don't recall making any and even if i did i highly doubt i kept them

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?

5. What countries did you visit?
just finland........... ugh

6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2012?

7. What dates from 2012 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
beating depression

9. What was your biggest failure?
not getting the body of a supermodel

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
all sorts of illness, not so much injury

11. What was the best thing you bought?
bunny lamp, new bag, dalmatian fur

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
my baby brother and ilmari

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
my own at occasions. don't feel like pointing fingers at anyone else in public

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes and cigarettes

15. What were you really, really, really excited about?
sparks gig

16. What song will always remind you of 2012?
many shitty mainstream club hits

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

a) Happier or sadder?

b) Bigger or smaller?
not sure, actually

c) Richer or poorer?

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
getting shitfaced because of boredom

20. How did you spend Christmas?
going to three different dinners

21. How many one-night stands?
one. or none, if the one doesn't count since i've been dating said one-night stand for a good while now

22. Did you fall in love in 2012?

23. What was your favourite TV programme?
don't trust the bitch in apartment 23 or something. sitcoms in general, i've been watching weeks worth of sitcoms this year

24. How will you see in the New Year?
my roommate nelli and i are hosting a party

25. Do you hate / dislike anyone now that you didn't hate / dislike this time last year?
dislike, unfortunately

26. What was the best book you read?

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
i think grimes is the only actual musical discovery i've made

28. What did you want and get?
buffalo boots, finally

29. What did you want and not get?
trip to tokyo

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
i loved cosmopolis. also, real steel.

31. What did you do on your birthday?
i held a three day celebration which culminated in a house party with myself as the theme

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
not being super depressed

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2012?
a tall slutty alien house wife?

34. What kept you sane?
shopping, a couple of lovely friends, ilmari

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
krysten ritter

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
i'm too lazy and nihilistic to get stirred since it's not like i'll do anything to make things better. pekka haavisto not becoming president made me quite sad, tho

37. Who did you miss?
friends who've moved abroad

38. Who was the best new person you met?

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012
to get over myself and not think people can't manage without my help and guidance

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
as lame as it sounds, something about overcoming all kinds of obstacles

41. What was your favourite moment of the year?
oh c'monnnnnn

42. What was your least favourite moment of the year?
all kinds of stupid things done when too drunk

43. Where were you when 2012 began?
a house party in an apartment where a bunch of my friends live (what a lousy sentence, my apologies)

44. Who were you with?
my friends

45. Where will you be when 2012 ends?

46. Who will you be with when 2012 ends?
my friends

47. What was your favourite month of 2012?
april and may were super rough but very exciting too. also, the past few months have been very balanced and pleasant and i've felt super happy

48. Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2012?

49. Did you do a lot of drugs in 2012?
no, but more than before

50. How many people did you sleep with in 2012?

51. Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?

52. What was the worst lie someone told you in 2012?
i can't think of anyone lying to me that i know of, at least

53. Did you treat somebody badly in 2012?
yes, i'm still very ashamed

54. Did somebody treat you badly in 2012?
yes, but not like hc badly

56. How much money did you spend in 2012?
i don't want to think about it. lots

57. If you could go back in time to any moment of 2012 and change what?
i could've spared myself and others a lot of hurt with being blatantly honest

58. What are your plans for 2013?
studying if i come up with something pleasant, sydän, sydän gig

break from sims camwhorage

i should sleep. i'll do that now. xoxo

//edit. looks like i'd have huge tits. i don't, i'm a plank with a big butt.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012


ilmari and i decided to switch hair colors, so i went from pink to a light kinda sea minty something green and he's going pink again.

shitty make up i applied 666 hours ago + carb od bloat.

i've bought a ton of awesome clothes, i'll show you one day.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012


i got myself a white christmas tree. i've wanted one since forever and now that i finally live in my own apartment that i don't hate like the previous two years i figured it's time, so yay. i decided to decorate it with nothing but white stuff and birds.

i went to buy a scarf for ilmari (that boy just can't get up in the mornings) in the morning when they released the maison martin margiela x h&m-collection, which just so happened to be the only thing we didn't get in finland. but i didn't have work until an hour later so i figured i'd buy at least something. i was holding the last silver candy wrapper bag, but then i was like ugh no, everyone else has it too. but today i went to h&m when i was strolling around with tea and everything was on sale so i got myself the one necklace i'd been eyeing for a while since it was on hc sale.

it's the wrong box tho lol.

and idk, here's a boring outfit picture i took last week at work. i made a pink harness belt which i'll showcase to you one day when it's not at ilmari's.

why am i so unphotogenic when i'm actually quite ok looking 。:゚(。ノω\。)゚・。

also, sorry for the horrible english and sentence constructions, my brain's all mushy from watching so much mtv all the time (sneaky of me to blame it on tv).

now i'm off to mascot to see a gig of some dude i briefly know and aino knows well because she knows everyone. and drink cider. 14 hours of work tomorrow.