man, my head is aching like crazy all the time nowadays. maybe i should just go to sleep. but i want to watch something like american psycho. which is a terrible idea, most likely, because i'm the most paranoid person i know. i haven't even read the book because when i lent it from the library it had ridiculously small print and i was like "are you kidding me? no way". so i've only read less than zero, the rules of attraction and some other book by bret easton ellis but they've had an impact on my life. WELL WOW. I'M RAMBLING.